To Him Who I Despise

This time it's over

This love is gone

This relationship's lost to the Fates.

I once thought I loved you

I now boast I loathe you

And truthfully say that I hate.

Him that now has me

Truly respects me

And never tries to push too far.

You had it in your head

To get me into bed

Which is why I now hate who you are.

You caused me much pain

You caused me deep hurt

You caused me wet tears and long sorrow.

I shun you from my life

And will not acknowledge

You either today or tomorrow.

I hate you

I curse you

I throw you behind

This woman you'll never more see.

I can hold up my head

Knowing our love is dead

And you're just a bastard to me.

(written after a breakup with a bastard of a boyfriend I wish I'd never met)

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